Still not drunk. Something is wrong.
Still walking straight. Still feeling normal.
Lack the floating and the high feeling I’m searching for.
Should I keep trying or quit?
After failing the 6th time in my life, I guess the problem must be with me.
No matter what I do, it just isn’t right.
Perhaps I should just give up.
How do you blog about something that you never mentioned in your blog before?
Do I have to blog about the beginning or do I just blog about what’s happening now? If I blog about what’s happening now, will everyone understand what am I saying? If I blog about the beginning, will anyone read?
On the outside, many people tot that I’m happy. But am I?
I haven’t managed to be happy for the past weeks already. And it looks like this is going to last for quite some time
Does anyone know what I really want? And will they give me what I want?
I just want to be appreciated for the things I’ve done.