After 41 years of flag hanging, we still see such mistakes.

Doesn’t anyone in their family bother to double check to see if the flag is hung correctly?

Perhaps national education should include a chapter on how to hang the Singapore Flag correctly.

For 3 days in a row, I find myself singing 张震岳 song.

Strange. I have that CD at home. But I never notice this song until recently when he sang it during the Superband finals.

I guess life is like this. Sometimes, you just don’t notice some things until someone pointed out to you. But when they pointed it out to you, will it be too late to do anything to savage the situtation?

I don’t know.

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张震岳 – 自由

也许会恨你 我知道我的脾气不是很好
也许不一定 我知道我还是一样爱着你
打开一瓶红色的酒 看着金鱼游来游去
是否我们都想要自由

我没有关系 你可以假装没事离开这里
一切好安静 我只想把情绪好好压抑
到底谁会先说再见 我知道我一定哭泣
走的时候记得说爱我

爱我 说爱我 说爱我
难道你不再爱我
我的泪 滴下来
你从来不曾看过

为什麽 为什麽
爱情让人变沈重
没有人 告诉我
原来不是我想像

不要回来 你已经自由了
我也已经自由了

I think I’m reaching a point where whatever I say or do is not going to change anything. So should I keep trying or should I give up?

Is this a roller coaster ride or a train to my destination?
Why do I find myself asking the same question that I asked myself 8 months ago?

If this is a roller coaster ride, then I think my ticket should expire already.
If this is a train ride to my destination, then why are we still here.

And the choice is not with me.
Already lost count of the number of times that I’m stuck in such situtation.
Already lost count of the number of times I sing 爱我别走.

Why do I keep finding myself singing this song in life? Am I fated to sing this song forever?

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张震岳 – 爱我别走

我到了这个时候还是一样
夜里的寂寞容易叫人悲伤
我不敢想的太多 因为我一个人

迎面而来的月光拉长身影
漫无目地的走在冷冷的街
我没有你的消息 因为我在想你

爱我别走
如果你说 你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

Can’t seem to find the lyrics for this song anywhere on the internet.
So I decided to type them out myself. Spend around 1/2 hr cause there are a few difficult words. Hope there is no error.

Somehow, this song is singing what I feel like saying.

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张震岳 – 原谅

我满身的悲伤 慢慢地靠近到你的面前
是我放弃梦想 没有回答 热悉的脸庞

感觉到你绝望 最后的要求 答应我好吗
我低头不说话 还有没有我要的原谅

我不再错了又错 只求你真的接受
不让你站在窗口为我等候
可不可以在开启心中的门
可不可以让我再爱一遍

And I thought yesterday was the end of it….

Already told you that B will most likely not work and will result in error. You refuse to believe. Insist that we produce test case, documentation or any proof that shows that B will not work. The problem is, why should we be wasting our time testing something that we know that it doesn’t work? OK, nobody tested it before and nobody got cold hard evidence but we know it doesn’t work. It doesn’t work DAMN IT! CAN’T YOUR BLOODY UNDERSTAND PLAIN ENGLISH? If someone tells you that you will die by jumping out of the window, do you want a test case to proof it too? Wake up your idea!

I was so pissed off today that I totally ignore his email. Basically, this guy just wouldn’t settle for a no unless you can throw proof at him. For what? Its not as if B has any advantages over A. If B has advantages over A, then I don’t mind testing for you. But B does the same thing as A and has 100% no value add. So why should waste our time we exploring something that has no added benifits? Can’t you just settle for A?

Appearantly, no. I don’t know if it is the ego problem or you are finding fault with me.

Suddenly I remember that we have outsource staff at china waiting for us to send them job. So I send the email to china side and ask them to test out B. I was expecting them to bump into many problems and errors. But somehow, they didn’t. Within 30minutes, they came back with the test results with minimum guidance from me. Surprise surprise surprise. At least they didn’t give me much problem today.

And the test results shows that B doesn’t work. I repeat, B doesn’t work. Will fail, error out, got problem. So I replied the email to that guy with the test results and additional comments.

No email reply from him. Few minutes later, he walk over to my table and told me something regarding B and said “So what we said yesterday is correct, B will fail”.

EEEeeerrr…. EXCUSE ME!!!!!

When did WE said that B doesn’t work? WE??? What WE???

It is ME who say it doesn’t work and ME who say no need to test. ME, ME, ME!!!!
What WE? If it is a WE, then I wouldn’t need to get china side to help test that bloody B stuff. WE? WE YOUR BLOODY HEAD!

And after the cold hard evidence, you don’t even dare to reply that email anymore. No more reply from you. WHY? Because my teamlead is also in the loop? Because by agreeing with the findings, you are also admitting that you are wrong? Shouldn’t you just reply an email and conclude the whole case. No, you just walk over to my desk and say “WE” were right yesterday.

Ya, right. You and your big bloody Echo Golf Oscar.