Last week, my PDA reminded me that today is our first anniversary. Damn myself. I should had deleted that reminder that I set one year ago. This reminder is useless now.
It’s amazing how time flies. It seems like just yesterday when we walk along bedok jetty. I can still remember how nervous I was when I ask you that question. I can still remember how I slowly inched closer towards you while the sea breeze is blowing towards us. It was one of the happiest moment in my life.
But fastforward 5 months down the road, everything changed completely. Quarrels, arguments, disagreements and disappointment. We’ve seen it all. And at the end, you decided to give up when I was still desperately trying to close the gap. I guess I was being naive to think that I could close up that big gap between us. There are too many issues left unsolved since day one. Perhaps you are right, breakup is the best solution.
I still remember that night during the phone conversation. I asked if we can still be friends. You said yes. You said that we have one common interest, that is to go around Singapore for good food. And maybe we will still carry on doing it. But we didn’t.
Somehow, we just slowly drift further and further apart. Although we often bump into each other, there is nothing for us to talk about. And now it seems like we have become strangers. You even blocked my on your MSN.
Please don’t misunderstood me. I’m no longer in love with you like the way I used to be back then. But I just wish that we could be still friends after breakup. I know it is hard but I really wish we could put down the past and remain as friends. I miss those days when we were just friends.
If I knew that this would happen in the end, I wouldn’t had ask for your hands that night. I would rather remain as friends than strangers like we are now.
I don’t know if you are still reading my blog. It has been quite some time since I last dedicate a song to you on the 11th day of the month. I guess this will be the last song I delicate to you.
伍佰 – 爱情的尽头
Hope we can still be friends…..