Have you heard before a story that says that moth are actually spirits of someone you know coming back to visit you?
I don’t know how true it is. But few weeks back, when I’m very upset and cried a few drops of tears, a moth entered my room. I was looking at it, wondering if it is someone whom I know. I was wondering if it is my mum. Strangely, when at the moment when I’m feeling most sad, it came into my room, like it is trying to comfort me, to be by my side when I’m feeling down.
Then a week later, I saw the same moth again in my living room. I can swear it’s the same moth, cause I’ve taken photo of it. And the bottom right part of it’s wings is broken. It is exactly the same moth as the one that came last week. I’m 100% sure.
Suddenly, it feels like she came back to see how I’m going. Feel like telling her that I’m going strong. That was just a little trip, I’ve pick up myself and stood up firm. I’m back on my feet, walking now. But I find it silly talking to a moth. I went over to my ancestor tablet and look at my mum. I gave her a smile, letting her know that everything is alrite. I’ve grown up for the past 13 years since you left. Don’t need to worry about me.
Oh well…. I don’t have to tell her anything right? She should be able to see it.
Dad just reminded us that this coming sunday is her 13th death anniversary. 13 years. How time flies.
Is this blog really trying to live up to it’s name? Decay on the net? haha…. Okie, I’m trying to find interesting things to post here. but then, sometimes it’s hard, esp when there is no interesting topic happening.
There was this chinese movie, starring Sammi Cheng and Arron Kwok (I think). She is a writer and he is a radio DJ. They started off as enemy, but end up as lovers. Can’t remember what is the name of that movie. Anyway, there was this part where he said something about the beauty of regret, Yi Han Mei.
You must be thinking, what beauty is there in regret? Regret is regret. When you missed a chance, you should be feeling sad and depressed. How could regret have beauty in it?
I was near the padang today. Watching the planes fly by for the NE show. Took out my K750i and wanted to take pictures of the plane flying by. I knew that 5 planes will be making the “Fan” formation with smoke trailing behind. They have been doing that every year. This yr is no different. I was at the right position to capture the shot. I waited, they flew towards my direction and break open into the formation, with the “fan” slowly “opening” up…..
I was waiting for the perfect moment for all 5 planes just reach the edge of my screen to take the shot…. i get ready and aim, just when they r near the edge, I took the shot…… but the camera has some lag time….. in the end, the photo only show the smoke, and no planes.
This is regret, Regret taking the shot 1/2sec too slow. Regret being so greedy, wanting to capture a perfect picture. Missed the chance of a lifetime……
But then, it is this regret, that makes u realize how much it actually means to u….. And if given the chance for a 2nd shot, you know you will cherish it, make full use of this chance and not make the same mistake.
Ever wonder the beauty behind every bottle of beer? How much amazing things this bottle of beer can do. They say beer has been helping ugly people have sex. I think it’s an understatement.
Beer can do more wonders.
DJ at the disco sucks? Drink a few bottle of beer and you will be at the dance floor dancing. Don’t know how to express your thoughts to the person you been secret admiring? Just a few bottle of beer and you’ll tell her everything inside your heart. Need courage to punch that bastard who been staring at your gf? Just a few bottle of beer and he’ll end up in the hospital.
You see, beer does wonders. The Austrian even have a beer pool for people to take a dip. They even claim it is able to heal various skin diseases.
Now you understand why you keep seeing those ang moh going to pub everyday after work for a bottle of beer. So what are you waiting for? Grab a bottle of beer now! Cheers!
DK has been drinking 2 bottle of Corona before blogging. Which more or less explains why he post such crappy blog. Oh ya, beer is also a cure for his insomnia. At least he is able to sleep better tonight.
What kind of guy would ask a gal to go steady with him when he is going oversea for studies in a few weeks time?
In my own words, I call him selfish person. Selfish person who thinks only about himself. How is he able to provide and give her the love, tender and care she need when he is in many miles away? How is he able to protect her, company her, take care of her?
Selfish person. Does he love her or just simply wanna possess her? Lock her up and make her wait for him come back from oversea. What kind of guy would do that to a gal he truely love? Only a selfish guy would do that. Damn bloody selfish. Did he spare a thought for her?
They say that love is letting go. I hope he truely understand the meaning of this. If he really love her, let her go. if they are meant to be, they will be together when they return. If they are not meant to be, no matter what, they will still never be together. Why chain someone up for the sake of owning her?
Does he really love her? Or just wanna possess her?
DK ah DK….. why u got so worked out over this? mind your own business lah.